What would be the 5 major things you would do if you were told by your physician that your life would only last another six months? so i stole this from nicole's blog... i wouldnt waste my time working or going to school...id do everything that i havnt been able to yet.... i felt like writing so here it goes 1) storm chasing- this is a definite thing that i WILL do before i die. i will experience a tornado. i have to. or my life will be incomplete. this is something that ive always wanted to do even though its insanely crazy. 2)apologize to each family member and friend and forgive them for any wrong doing- i know i have done alot of things that have hurt others such as deciding i should attempt to end my life, saying hurtful things, shutting others out of my life. specifically tell JT to seriously fuck off and forgive him- theres no bigger blow to someones ego to accept the pain that someone has caused you 3)travel- travel to europe, travel to asia, travel to where ever i can 4) do every drug that i possibly can a couple weeks before my death- might as well... 5) watch a sunrise and sunset with the love of my life....sad part is ..is if this happened right now..id be sitting alone theres so much more that id want to do before i die but itd be impossible like having my own baby.. or getting married... two things that i believe will bring me to happiness.... its kinda crazy that i actually had a dream last night that i had a baby ...a baby boy. and it was amazing.. i wasnt married though... and my parents were furious.. so i moved into a homeless shelter since no one wanted me around... kinda made me sad |