| its monday... damn |
| its been almost a week with no cigarettes.. im proud of myself for making it this far.. ive been so close to giving in but ive resisted. i even forgot my patch for yesterday.. even though i had a KILLER headache i pulled through with flyin colors. some exciting news Joe asked me if i was interested in a full time position at the studio. without second thinking i said yes.. i would be dumb to say no... so ill be getting trained in everything at the studio...sales, extensive editing, customer service.. etc.. all the fun stuff... im excited because if that happens i will definitely be quitting the bar.. which i still have no clue what exactly is goin on.. the schedule wasnt posted until saturday afternoon.. when it starts on sunday.. wtf? and of course im scheduled AGAIN for tonight's shift.. thankfully theres someone who can work monday nights. so for now im working close to 50-60 hours a week between the studio and bar... in other words no days off. in other words.. these dating sites.. im getting more emails than i could ever expect.. granted alot of them are guys whom arnt my type but stilll.. its flatterying.. the one guy i was really into ..rejected me... because of my issues.. he doesnt want an unstable girl... and all i said was that ihad to leave school for personal stuff and get my act straightened.. oh well.. i guess its his loss.. then theres another guy.. Steve.. he works down the street from me at the police station.. we might go out for coffee some time this week.. makes me incredibly nervous..its a blind "date" and i never really did well with those....i guess ill just let it flow and what happens happens.. in other news nothin is goin on... i need to go get my halloween costume together.. hopefully ill have some pics to post.. its goin to be amazing...hehe |
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
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Brushes by Gvalkyrie
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