the past month has passed in a huge whirlwind. so much as happend in such a short amount of time. ive gotten moved up to server at fridays finally. im starting to make a lil bit money but not much cuz i get the crappy shifts. i got my car fixed. yes the fetus is taking on the world. its nice to have my own car back finally. my mom is half way done with chemo and is doing pretty good. we had one really bad week but from there its been uphill. i've chopped my hair. took about 4 inches off. but it looks beautiful now! boston is in two weeks. it seems like only last week that we were planning the whole trip. and now its 2 weeks away! im excited!! finally get to get outta here for a lil bit. twilight comes out on thursday which is SO VERY exciting! i cant wait for that. ive never been so excited about a movie release. speaking of twilight.. i met Robert Pattinson this past wednesday!! he's so much more beautiful in person. pictures dont do any justice. i waited outside overnight to be one of the lucky 500 to meet him. it was probably 34 degrees and raining. met some awesome people and ill never forget those short seconds that i actually got to talk to Rob. i almost passed out in front of him. i was ok and ready to go until i walked into the hot topic and saw that gorgeous man. ::sigh:: He gave me that crooked smile and i just about died right there. i managed to talk to him. he said "hi, how are you?" and i was like "i'm good....." he signed the poster and i said "thank you so much for doing this and i love your work." i dont know how i got it out! "he said thank you very much." and then i was ushered away. i walked out of the store in a complete daze. i started hyperventalating outside the store and started to cry. im not usually an obsessive fan girl but he just completely "dazzled" me. i later found out that my brother who joined and was right behind me said to Rob "i'm so sorry for my sister" i guess rob just laughed and said "don't worry ive met worse." after i heard that i wanted to just die. lol. i guess not that it matters cuz its not like ill ever run into Rob again. other than that i guess not much is going on. cept im gettin into one of those moods that im starting to feel sorry for myself. alot of my friends are getting married and having babies and just feel like im nothing special. i havnt had a REAL boyfriend in about 4 years. its sad. im feeling lonely..very very lonely. this is a guy though that im interested in but i cant make a move.. one cuz thats me and two.. i just can't... i guess ill just have to live life and not worry about it. any who.. some pictures from my encounter with Robert...