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i wonder what it would be like to do drugs
not pot .. i mean some hardcore drugs like heroine or speed.
i was thinking about this the other day. i had actually just got done watching Requiem. and i sat there thinking as the credits rolled. if someone's life is going to shit, why the hell not do drugs? ya know? you have no family, no friends, no one that loves you, no job, and you're running on you're last run of money. i wonder what it would feel like. the adrenaline of putting the tourniquet around your arm and pulling it tight. the hesitation of putting the needle into that forearm vein. then the pure ectasy of the drugs running through your body. making you feel so at easy. like theres no cares in the world. you just lie there, zoning out, listening to some rockin' tunes, or chatting with a good friend. just forgetting about problems and letting them melt away. bliss. but like all things.. good things dont last forever and the thought of coming down would scare the living shit outta me. the anxieties, the lost memories, the freakish illusions. whoa...damn.. then you would seriously end up like Harry or Marion... the dream to the disaster in the matter of a few months. yea not for me.. although i wish i could experience the freedom from problems and anxieties for just an hour or even a couple minutes. my mind has been full of so many things that im worrying about, i wish i had that release or escape from reality for just a little bit.
*****disclaimer*****
i don't do drugs nor never have done drugs! this is just thoughts that occur in my crazy head!!!
i now leave you with this....
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
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