Forever Day, Never Night

Monday, January 28, 2008

its two ten in the morning. im not particularly tired but i should probably go to bed. might be going into the distpatching center tomorrow from 3-11 to do a sit along ... ya know.. see what it's all about. the more and more i think about this job the more i want it. i guess i want it more than ever right now since i just found out that im a day to day schedule at the photography studio. my work has been dwindling every day. so please please please pray that i get this dispatching job! i really need it! in other words when im not at work or doing chores i play WoW. my mom has a problem with this. i dont really come out of my room anymore unless its to go to work, do chores, eat dinner, shower, and go to the bathroom, and i stay up til all hours of the night. she says i need to get out more. well two problems with that. 1) i have one friend in a 50 mile radius and dave plays WoW and 2) with no car and no money i have to stay home. i feel bad asking for money. especially since my dad went off on me the other night and basically told me that im a burden on them, that they're tired of having to support me. i was taken aback by this cuz i cant remember the last time i asked for money... i think it might have been back in october. they have although paid for my brother and my trips to the movies the past two times but my mom said i needed to get out so..yea. back to my mom about WoW.. i told her that im killing two birds with one stone. i am socializing with other people... granted its over vent or guild chat but i am talking to other people and i also dont have to pay to go out... i pay $15 a month to play unlimited ... might as well stick with whats in budget... and i got my brother hooked now so me and him are running around questing and im helpin him out. not gonna lie though it would be nice to go out and do something. and its nice cuz all the bars down here are smoke free.. which btw... havnt had cig in almost a month!so i guess you can say that ive offically quit. no cigarettes, no cigars, no hookah. no nothing. yea i had more to write but i dont remember any of it anymore. fuck. i guess ill find something to do or go watch tv or something...maybe some Firefly..which is an addicting show that i guess is a cross of star trek and a typical drama...i guess thats a way to explain it....it used to be on fox but was cancelled after one season. ppl are so dumb.. they cancel all the good shows... damnit

ps.. New Kids On The Block are suppose to be going on tour... who's goin with me?!

posted by Kristen at 2:10 AM -

2 Comments:

At 8:54 AM, Phoenix said…

ill pray for you.
sounds like an amazing job oppurtunity!!
im excited for you!

we need to catch up chickie...
you've been on my heart as of late.
At 5:15 PM, Hot Child In the City said…

Good luck with your new job! Hope it works out!