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i was talking yesterday to a very close friend, someone who i value their opinion in high regard. they told me that since they knew me i have changed in a way that they can see is bothering and effecting me. they say that i dont have that sparkle in my eye, i dont have a passion for the things that i used to, that ive givin up alot of the things that i enjoyed doing to be responsible.. almost too responsible for someone my age even more taking responsibilities of others into my own hands. i was thinking about that. and its true. i have nothing that i truely enjoy. i loved softball, but i dont play it anymore. i love everything about weather, but i dont take the time to study it. i constantly worry about my family, i constantly worry about my friends. i need to step it down. i've become so self-less that it is indeed taking a toll on me. i dont take care of myself like i should. i need to find those things that i love doing and take more time doing them for my own sake. i need to find my inner child in ways besides watching disney movies.......
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i read it all the time dear.
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
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Brushes by Gvalkyrie
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posted by Kristen at 
i read it all the time dear.