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| something happend to me this weekend that ..i cant even put it in to the right words... scared me, put me at ease... brought me to tears. i dont know what it was but ever since then i havnt been the same. i went to church with trinity. and i was very hesitant to go since her's is non dominational and im catholic. everything that i was taught as i grew up in a catholic school and a catholic up bringing was different.... now not entirely different i guess just the way church is. recieving communion is different, praying is different and the singing/worshipping is different. i felt entirely out of place. not knowing anyone but who i was with and not knowing what to expect. i dont know what happended but as i was singing one of the songs this great feeling of emotion just washed over me. i felt weak and i was shaking. it brought me to tears and thankfully there was a chair in front of me because i surely would have collasped if it wasnt there for me to hold on to. but even if i wanted to fall or sit i couldnt have. i have NEVER had a feeling like this. im puzzled still but i really think that i was touched by God on sunday. i truely believe it. some may think its crazy but i cant explain why i would have felt like that. i believe in God more than ever now and am trying to make my life better. so with that... im goin into a transformation stage. i dont know what's going to happen i guess we'll just have to see. |
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good for you doll!!
it happens for a good reason, and i know a couple people that experienced that same feeling.
so no, you are not crazy.
And dont fret, there will DEFINITELY be more of those coming.
"No one's perfect. Just after one experience, its a journey, a process. Just live one day at a time." ~Jillian
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posted by Kristen at 
good for you doll!!
it happens for a good reason, and i know a couple people that experienced that same feeling.
so no, you are not crazy.
And dont fret, there will DEFINITELY be more of those coming.
"No one's perfect. Just after one experience, its a journey, a process. Just live one day at a time." ~Jillian