| A Beautiful Lie |
| she drove away from that place hoping what just happend was all a hallucination. it had happend. not just once but hundreds of times. he had infiltrated the walls like the greeks with the trojan horse which she had built up aound her again. to protect herself from him. from the lies, from the abuse that has lingered for the past years. she told herself time and time again that it wouldnt happen. he has a way with words, a way in which he can manipulate his prey to get what he wants and his greatest accomplishment was her. he knew that she would continue to give in but just saying that he still cared. she went back time and time again like a coke head to a dealer. he had total control over her. as she drove herself home in the darkness of the old neighborhood which she knew so well her eyes brimmed with tears. she felt decrepited. she felt like a whore. her stomach twisted in knots just thinking of the events that had happend, there at that childhood hangout. she pulled over to the side of the abandoned road and fell to the ground. she couldn't take it anymore. the shame that had come over her. she let it all out on the dew moistened grass. she rolled over on her back and stared at the stars letting the tears just fall. she let out a heavy sigh. she gained her strength and pulled herself back into her car. she clenched the stearing wheel tightly turning her knuckles nearly white. this was the last time he was going to do this to her... and she was going to make sure of it |
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
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Brushes by Gvalkyrie
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