Forever Day, Never Night

Monday, July 23, 2007

going off of the heading... if only it truely was. this past week has been a bitch. lets just say i love my family but i definitely need time away from them before i torture them ever so slowly then drop them to the bottom of lake geneva. of course im totally kidding... or am i?? muahahahaa.. so anyways my parents and i had a HUGE arguement yesterday about how i dont do anything. id like to inform them of the fact that i am indirectly raising my brother and taking care of my own house basically on my own. and i also have a method to my madness in the house.backing up to the arguement apparently nothing got done around the house in the past week... mhmm lets anaylze this.. i worked monday night then went home to Illinois only minutes after being off and my parents left sunday night.. and we just got home late friday night.. hmm doesnt leave much time for things to get done at all. so then while we're at home for the day and a half we're expected to clean the house. now i say fuck that. i have not been home to Illinois since the beginning of MAY! i'm not going to clean everyone else's shit unless im gettin fuckin paid! so then sunday i'm just chillin watchin tv with my mom and my dad starts gettin pissed about how nothing is getting done. my mom starts yellin at me out of nowhere. and my brother runs upstairs upset. here i am in the middle of the second vietnam war. no reason for the bickering and totally random. i think this family needs a life supply of prozac or something. so i listen to both my parents bitch they get pissed and leave slamming doors and swearing like a fuckin sailor. so then i start things.. i totally see why i have self esteem issues. it all stems from my parents telling me that whatever i do its not good enough. so what i have to say to them is FUCK YOU. fuck it .. im done with this bs with them. anyone have a place where i can live until i can move into my dorm? i need to get the fuck out of here. or maybe i just need to get drunk... really drunk.

posted by Kristen at 12:33 PM -

1 Comments:

At 12:15 PM, Phoenix said…

i agree...
lets get fucked up.
you deserve it.