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haven't blogged in a while. there really hasn't been much to say though. Life is just going on. same thing day in and day out. I looked forward to the days that I can see my nephew. I love that little boy to pieces. but other than that, nothing. wake up, work, sleep, rinse and repeat. i don't really mind this routine too much only because work doesn't seem like work. i enjoy my job greatly. just wish i would get that raise. that would make things a bit easier. anywho.
the real reason for blogging. things on my mind. no one reads this anymore so it doesn't matter what i put on here. i'm feeling out of place. like no one cares. no i'm not depressed. it just seems like no one actually listens when i talk. i do get a bit extreme with some of my interests, but i feel that when someone talks to me about their interests i give them my undivided attention. i just get the "uh huh" "oh" or the worst just changing the subject. i have voiced my feelings to my mother, father and what few friends i do have, but no one seems to care. my mom says she listens, but she really doesn't. now i'm not saying i want someone to jump up and down and throw confetti. but when i say that i'm excited for something, especially like finding something to do with the rest of my life, i want people to be excited for me. not to just smile and nod and walk away. i don't know anymore. this is encouraging to me that they believe in me. part of me says that i shouldn't care. but i do. i dont know what to do.... |
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
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Brushes by Gvalkyrie
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