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my best friend is gone
ive been completely into this guy, he fucking keeps leading me on with his little fucking comments, and then as soon as i put myself out there.. i get fuckin shut down
i have no social life..nil, zip, nada! friends that i thought i had around the area wont bother to return phone calls or will bail out on plans last minute
and im broker than a joke
i havent been this down in i dont know how long |
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my best friend moved away...to michigan.
she wasnt only my best friend but more like a sister to me.
im seriously depressed. |
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i'm so pathetic
i can't even ask a guy out for coffee |
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new year... and now resolutions
1) take better care of myself
this means quitting smoking (for sure this time!), being more conscious about what i'm eating, opting for water instead of a soda, and when im layin around bored, going for a walk or heading to the gym. i didn't want to set a goal for how much weight i wanted to lose, or force myself on a diet, so i opted with small changes
2) put myself on a budget
i've tried this a million times but this time im' really going to try and make it work. i want to put at least 200 away in savings a month. and have only 3 bills to pay for by june: car payment, car insurance, and one credit card. i think i can manage it.
3) have just as much fun this year as i did last
i'm not sure how i'm going to achieve this yet but i know there will be a few trips to michigan in store. plus with a 30 seconds to mars tour in the works.. i'm REALLY hoping for a few other places to go to *milwaukee, detroit, indy, minneapolis, st louis, cinncinati? hopefully i'll be able to make those. and hopefully shows for bobby long, marcus foster, and sam bradley will be posted soon too. oh AND who can forget eclipse is coming out in June! (have to start planning already!) plus a few other movies that are coming out before hand :Remember Me, The Runaways, Alice in Wonderland.. those are all bound to be pretty fantastic nights.. AND the birth of my soon to be nephew is coming up! only 4 months to go! that will make for some interesting youtube videos once he starts laughing!
4) dance in the rain and watch a sunrise...
little things to remind me how awesome life is |
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
See my profile...
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Brushes by Gvalkyrie
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