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alot of things have changed in the last full blog that i wrote... i'm on the verge of putting my 2 weeks in at Fridays.. i've noticed that I hate being there. i hate how my managers are always on different pages. i hate how i cant even trust my co-workers with hanging my coat/purse in the backroom with out having shit stolen. I hate having to bust my ass for almost nothing.i've come to the realization that once you completely hate your job to the point where you just dont care anymore it's time to leave. I worked 9 hours last night and made a hundred bucks.. I'm sorry but if you know anything about serving.. theres NO REASON to work 9 hours and walk out with that little. When i was working in wisconsin if i worked a 5 hr night shift i'd easily walk out with 100-150.. not to mention that i'm absolutely loving the job at the studio. i'm starting to take on a bit more responsibility. I'm getting paid a bit more than what i was back from when i was a temp there but thats fine with me.
So on that note.. with me only going to be down to one job, I've decided (not completely) that California is more or less out of the question. I've done alot of thinking. What's christmas going to be like?! Christmas is suppose to have snow and cold ...not palm trees. Maybe it's my growing up in the midwest thats done this to me. I hate snow i truly do. but i can't picture my life with out it. I can't picture constant sunny days. I can't picture just light rain. I need my gloomy days like heroine to an addict. I live for the cloudy rainy day! i live for the thunderstorms. So i guess the one reason to stay in the Chicago area is the weather. ::shrugs:: Then theres the issue of family. Even just living in Oshkosh, i'd get horribly homesick. There were nights that i wished i could just drive to have a home-cooked dinner with the entire family. there were nights when i was just in a horrible mood that I wanted to just cry to my mom.. but i had to do that over the phone. I'm not saying that i'm going to live at home for the rest of my life. HELL NO! i do need to be close. Even through all the shit my family puts me through or i put them through, I still love them to death. I need them. I can't picture my life without them. Plus with my sister's situation I need to be here for her. To help her all i can. To be that big sister for her. I've had the plan of just saving up enough money to where i can put a down payment on a condo or NICE apartment/loft in the area.. seems like the smartest idea for me. and I'm happy with that.
Thats it for now.. i have much more to talk about but work is calling until Part 2.. peace |
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Name: Kristen
Home: Schaumburg, Illinois, United States
About Me: I have an awkward personality.. i swear you will never me anyone like me
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